the boring leading the bored

Tuesday, March 18, 2003
im going to RETCH. thats right, retch.

tepid water+nerves exploding=retch.

i have my audition in T-minus an hour and a half....
"and now im all alone again nowhere to turn no one to go to...."
yikes. im hoping that my lucky underwear will pull me through... o_- but im still scared. and being scared makes me suck. and sucking makes me scared. what i really want more than anything in the world is some chocolate, but Amanda told me today that if i ate it it would form a *mucus* wall in my throat. that isnt good. it stops me from singing, and its just plain NASTY. seth tells me that lemon water will help me. and as he has saved me several times from predicaments like being killed by a man in the woods with a knife and running into doors that nobody opened for me, i listened and made some. its pretty crazy.

random show tune: into the woods its time to go i hate to leave i have to though

anyway, um, eep. anna said she would send good vibes to us. thats good. AGH I ADDED TOO MUCH LEMON TO MY WATER! but yeah, today has been fine. finished OGT. it was reel fun. today's sad news was that due to rachel doan's illness, the backgammon tournament didnt happen. however, we did get to play about a half a game in the morning before school started. it was fun and it drew some attention. i liked it a lot because it reminded me of those "happenings" they had in the sixties. i took a french test. we did the listening part and i didnt really understand the words... it was like a foreign language... one more foreign than french!

speaking of french, t-minus, eh, 28-some hours til war? i have some lingering hope that the guy will just haul his ugly face out of iraq and everyone will be fine... its sooo not happening. but i dont really like war. there are some other people that i dont want to get drafted. including myself. i bet theyll draft chicks if push comes to shove.

enough.

music: ugh.... on my own.


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