the boring leading the bored

Friday, April 11, 2003
i have lots to say. i warn you, this will be long.

1. Lauren offends the mighty deity emo
So yesterday shannon shows me this quote from sarah ho that said "i wanna be emo. i dont wanna listen to the music, just wear the clothes." apparently when this quote was spoken, the entire emo community (do they have a community or would that be un-emo?) let out a collective shriek of anger and pain, then returned to their quiet crying. anyway, i made the mistake of saying i understood her sentiments. cause emo kids look dang cool. and if you dont like the music, then fine. and, looking back, wearing certain clothes would probably not make you emo. but still. emokidslookcoolandifyoudontlikethemusicthenfine. yeah well when i told shannon this, she told arvind and arvind came to yell at me (so i thought?) and i sorta went off on him and we argued and i think he hates me now...so i wanna take this oppotunity to apologize. Arvind, i was it was a weird night for me last night and i spoke harshly. i apologize for that and i hope we can still be friends. but... i stick to my opinion. people should wear what they like and not be lined up and shot for it. maybe im a hypocrite for saying that, cause i sometimes criticize others for that sort of thing. i make my resolution to stop. and--no scene, whatever it is, is terribly important to me.

2. Sam gets her heart broke
poor sam. matt broke up with her... not too nice. and shes sad now and that makes me sad. i wanna give her a hug and make her feel all better. i would do anything to help her... except hate matt. ive decided i dont hate him... theres really not a reason for me to do so. he didnt hurt me... and although i want to defend sam, i know what its like to be matt. im always the evil one in the breakups... and that doesnt make either of us right, but i know he is probably feeling really hated. and that sucks. so i dont hate him.

3. Lauren and Jill go out
Me and jill are going out tonight. to go see I Hate Hamlet. it will be fun.

4. Rojo comes over to play
Rojo came over last night. it was his birthday. hes 18 now. old boy. i put an candle on an oreo and sang happy birthday for him. i have him his birthday present, a trogdor the burninator teeshirt. he wore it today. then we tried to burn an oreo. they dont burn. they just smolder. then you have to put them out like a cigarette. its funny. the oreo is gone today, i assume our possum ate it.

5. Lauren paints a picture
i worked on the wall yesterday. it now has the chinese symbol for "mother" and a sheep that isnt finished... no eyes yet. but shes still cute. and i got a picture of a fish im gonna use too... its the rainbow fish... like, from the kid's book. im gonna change the colors but use the shape.

6. Lauren finishes her other website
mimus message dot com is up, running, and lookin pretty nice.

7. Lauren listens to music
coldplay and America's "Horse with no name"

8. Lauren says goodbye



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