the boring leading the bored

Saturday, April 19, 2003
so here i am in beautiful scenic cincinnati. in my aunts computer room. at night.

welcome to the black hole.

today was alright, what with cleaning and traveling and...shiver...driving. im really learning to hate it actually. wanna hear a breakdown of driving?

first five minutes: ok. a few slip-ups, just getting into it
ten minutes: smokin. and by smokin i mean cruising comfortably and confidently at 15 mph.
fifteen minutes: still doing ok, but the driving is intensifying and i start to slip up a tiny bit.
twenty minutes: getting nervous, but still under control. minor mistakes every so often. grip on steering wheel tightens.
twenty five minutes: starting to lose it. gripping steering wheel tightly, getting tired, getting shaky. nervous. mess up a little more.
thirty minutes: just hanging on. a mistake can send me into...
the driving panic attack! i can no longer drive the car. if i try, i make serious errors. i cry. being in teh car, even if i am not driving, freaks me out and makes me feel unsatfe and like im hurtling at breakneck speeds. i eventually begin to shake and hyperventilate.

and thats why i hate driving.

on a lighter note, i got new lipstick today! its red. it will go nicely with my easter dress, which i am wearing despite its condition. im gonna be sooooo cute.... i think...

my cousins live in this house. they are cute. the younger one, poor kid (hes one and a half-ish) burned his hand on the stove today. his hand was all wrapped up in gauze it was so sad... hes mostly okay i think though. im excited cause i get to play easter bunny tonight.

well um... i guess thats all...

music: the police... esp. dont stand so close to me. nothing quite like a song about an illicit love affair between a student and her teacher.



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