the boring leading the bored

Thursday, June 12, 2003
oh lauren, you're soooo emo!

darn straight.

you know, they say charles manson heard in the beatles songs "helter skelter" and "piggies" a call to slaughter using knives and forks. theres even a book about it... Helter Skelter. it was in the paper today! arts page. id like to read it except it would probably scare me.

yeah, you're probably right. it would leave such a mess.

so i thought this would be some sort of dream and it would be easy and better.... WRONG. it seems every day i am finding another reason to wonder whether this is worth my anxiety. it probably is. but everything just seems to go SO BADLY ALLLL THE TIME. ALL THE TIME! it just seems to get more complicated every day. do all people deal with this? is every relationship this messed up? is it just the weird circumstances? is it one of us? is it both?

heres the plan: we are drugging our parents, going downtown, getting them to sign some crap so we can get hitched, then running off to alaska.

or i could just DIE.

i cant pick.

so besides that today was good. took my last exam. i got lots of new toys and got toys for my friends too. i got a new bag (it's neato and it even has a pez holster for tenchi). and i got the sequel to the sisterhood of the traveling pants, the second summer of the sisterhood and im excited to read it. get me mind off my life.

i think im going to sam's tomorrow to watch princess mononoke. and i bought some hamtaro keychains today.... friendship hamsters!

michelle's mice are PRECIOUS.

her party was cool. too bad nobody has cool hair though... cept maybe andrea and that purple stuff.

music: rent rent rent... i wish. none will come on my player! im gonna just sob.

cows? cyberworld?


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