the boring leading the bored

Friday, September 26, 2003
so i get to paint my face

thats right. on sunday. i get to clown! in front of the whole church! and im seriously so excited. i LOVE clowning. well, clown-acting. im a terrible clown for interaction but put me on a stage and im good to go. we get to pass out balloons! with the word "joy" written on them! it will be so fun. im really looking forward to it.

and i get to paint my face. and not be me. which is becoming more and more okay. because its becoming less and less okay to BE me. it makes me afraid.

i should be sleeping. or writing a journal. or something. so i think im going to go.

music: the smiths... "there is a light that never goes out," "you just havent earned it yet," "william it was really nothing"... maybe "unloveable."


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