the boring leading the bored
Friday, October 31, 2003
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
thats the sound of the power drill piercing my temples. i swear i can hear it, and even if im just imagining that i can definitely feel it. i have a massive headache. i never used to get headaches. this year, i get headaches. im pretty sure this one is from lack of sleep--up late last night working my extra credit project for english. it better pay off, because it almost killed me.
im dressed up like a pirate. its so fun. i wish my fotolog wasnt dead... id show you how awesome it is..... HOT DOG! this just in: my fotolog ISNT dead! so ill post a picture shortly. yeah its halloween today so i dressed up for school. i think ill just wear it all for the rest of the day... maybe go to starbucks...
last night was trick or treat. jill came over to pass out candy with me, and then shannon and kurt came over too and we talked a lot and played basketball and listened to bright eyes and modest mouse. then we tried to go to ian's party but we thought it wasnt at his house because it was all dark in the windows (they were in the basement) so we went to chelsea's and then we went home. it was a pretty good night.
mom's still sick.
today was last day of the quarter. i think most of my grades are pretty good. my only real concern is english... yikes.
MONDAY, MONDAY, MONDAY! and tuesday and wednesday... i'm going to outdoor ed! im wicked excited... me and sean are gonna rock team 6-1 hardcore. i think michelle and i are going to go shopping for cool stuff for our kids sometime... she goes after me. but yeah, its gonna be really cool, except for the fact that the kids are probably gonna be brats.
hopefully soon i'll get some pictures/art from the show last thursday on here. i cant wait to work on these pictures...
i have gotten in arguments over the same thing every day this week. i dont know why.
instant karma's gonna get me...
music: dandy warhols, josh groban, afi
books: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass (pretty decent. the second book just destroys the first one) and The Jesus I Never Knew (very good, as always. Yancey rocks.)
Friday, October 17, 2003
books i want to read
Through the Looking Glass
mr. hayward's Rimbaud book
some more stuff by Yancey
NOT BILLY BUDD!
music: blue man group, the complex
so im sitting here listening to a band i dont even like. blargh. i still have trouble processing these things.
"gee my life's a funny thing
am i still too young?"
anyway, mad pasta dinner fun tonight. we watched a little basta't kasama kita, katie alison and gentry shaved/sliced into ribbons adam's legs, i played some pool with cristy (i lost) and with alex (i won) and played a little super NES and sat around on the couch with brian and gabe bit my foot really hard and next weeks dinner should be awesome because we will have LIVE ENTERTAINMENT... other than shaving adam's legs and making gentry's bathtub super nasty. thats right, BETWEEN HAVENS, dublin scioto's premiere band containing brian, arvind, adam and mike will be providing music. and im gonna rock out. and then get laughed at. and then mope around in the corner.
no school tomorrow. that should be pretty cool. im thinking i just want to sleep/laze around, but not only would that mean breaking several virtues (moderation, industry, order) it would mean that stuff wouldnt get done that needs to get done. like a mimu's message and some creative writing stuff.
i havent been quite myself lately. i'm rather unable to focus on things... in lots of ways. i dont look at anything anymore, i just sorta stare into space ahead of me. i cant see anything. and i have trouble thinking about things too. i need a vacation.
next week is regionals week! ive decided i am going to wear my work shirt EVERY DAY to rally team spirit. it should be fun to try and coordinate outfits. i'm excited. a couple other kids are doing it too. its gonna be excellent.
frank called me tonight. frank, call again! i am dying to know what the deal is for the concert!
mom's still sick. i'm tired. i should go to bed.
jeff bought a skateboard. it came in the mail today. i wanna ride it. i wonder if he'll let me...
two years. two years. when everyone said people would forget, they lied. its been two years, people dont forget. ive not even maintained some kind of reputation. people just dont forget. including me.
this is starting to overwhelm me a little.
music: radiohead, david bowie, elton john
Friday, October 10, 2003
all the days i owe you
its been some time since i updated! so here's my past week in summary.
mom is still sick. it sorta gets to me sometimes. she's been sick for two months now, and i really dont feel like she's getting any better. i guess maybe she's a little better now than she was before. she's so thin... she can't eat much. she cries a lot. she asked me if it bothered me when she cries, and i said it was okay but it's pretty weird, really. theres nothing i can do to help.
might go see the Eagles with Frank if i can get money for tickets... time to bust into my bank account. i need to get a job, probably, since i quit hockey. but i dont have time for a job. except for this winter... i have to figure out what im gonna do: tech, learn to drive, get a job... yikes. i think i should probably really learn to drive. im starting to realize that im one of the only ones among my peers who cant.
i still havent emailed my accountability buddies. and it's Sam H's birthday today, too... i suck.
im sorta tired. i have occs tomorrow! honestly, i dont think we have a prayer because nobody really cares. but i know im just being a pessimist. lots of people DO care. we DO have team unity. and hey...
there aint no mountain high enough
aint no valley low enough
aint no river wide enough
to keep me from getting to you, babe.
i guess thats about it. probably.
music: the new David Bowie (reality)... my favorites are "Pablo Picasso" (blows me away) and "Days"
and im running down the street of life
and im never gonna let you die
and im never ever gonna get old
Friday, October 03, 2003
probably not
maybe someday ill learn how to not make a fool of myself in creative writing. on the bright side, i did get an imaginary hat-tip today. that was cool.
music: some pink floyd
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
things i should be doing right now
1. playing guitar
2. mounting records on my wall
3. emailing alyssa and sam
4. writing mimu's message
5. math homework
6. french workbook
7. cleaning my room
8. sleeping
9. packing stuff for my meet tomorrow
10. trying to make Jeff not hate me
11. spending time with mom
12. not sucking at life
oh well. these things can wait.
music: sinatra
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