the boring leading the bored

Monday, February 23, 2004
bloody monday

today sucked.

i felt really blah all day. then blah turned into sheer panic and terror when i started my math test and realized i had no clue what the heck i was doing. i gave the test back to mrs. buchholtz and she berated me. so i went and sat down and felt super guilty for not studying. to make myself feel better i was reading the book of stuff by Rimbaud that <3 Mr Hayward <3 gave me this morning. of course, i got caught and yelled at in front of the whole class. rock.

i have been fairly despondent since.

oracle was alright. the car ride home was less fun because mom was a little irritated at me about being a bad student. i just dont care anymore, honestly. i have to try really really hard to care. and i just dont want to. i still have to make up that freaking test... ugh.

the high point of my whole day i think was going over to sam's and watching old film festival movies. i FINALLY saw the full version of Travis Jackson's movie from my freshman year. its sooooo great. so great. and it has travis in it. heehee. we also skimmed the tape sam had of dog show... it was really bad. like, the acting was good, but the script was just SO BORING. then i went home and did homework whee.

i am so not happy. i even burned a sheet of paper with all the stuff i was freaking out about on it. it just made my room smell like burning.

at least there's a new c & g today. make my day, buy me the space mice shirt.

and bowie tickets.

music: belle and sebastian. "simple things".


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