the boring leading the bored

Monday, February 16, 2004
too tired for a gimmicky post

i was going to write this in fake-hemingway style... short declarative prose. but it just isn't happening. today something happened, but i hardly remember. went to lunch with alle, that was really good. we talked a lot and it made me feel less crazy. it made me not mad at one person anymore... only one person. and i discovered tonight she's writing a song for me sort of. its pretty good. her lyrics are like, dead on. its amazing. its like she's inside my head digging around through all the rot.

why am i listening to linkin park? they are so yucky. but no, jeff must have this song that i think rojo told me he really liked so im listening to it. ironically, i SWEAR.......

thats better. david bowie. i should shut up about him.

my feet are cold. shouldnt have taken off my socks. oh well.

i feel lonely tonight. which is kind of silly, cause i am not in a very lonely position. i just feel alone. my quiet david bowie music and cold feet just make me feel very solitary. i feel the need to elaborate, but i just can't explain. its confusing.

run run run run
run run run away

why do people go to bed so early?
maybe i will just go and write more in the back of people's journal. (yes i know thats gramatically incorrect.)

music: dur.

unsettling.


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