the boring leading the bored

Thursday, June 10, 2004
stubborn and hard-hearted. strong willed and

i should spend more time writing. or painting. or sewing. or drawing or learning to speak italian or crying or something.

i need staring at the sea by the cure.

i should write a story about how my heart got broke and why i am the way i am. i should write a story about how i got away from you forever. i should write a story about how i lived alone in the city for a year and a half before i came home and was very quiet. people said "what happened to her there" and i should write that story and publish it under a psilly pseudonym and nobody would ever know.

i should stop talking.

i should take pictures of you in an attempt to steal your soul. i should get them developed and draw on them everything about you i can't make go away.

music: modest mouse, float on



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