the boring leading the bored
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
ring ring
s'right, new header picture thing. isn't that exciting? i made it myself, too--drew it, scanned it, traced it, tiled it, uploaded it... all of it. boy am i just barely competent.
good freaking news: my conservatory pictures came out! im just dumb and thought my aperture didnt work even though it did! yay!
and besides that... everything is fairly lame. school is lame. getting retainers is lame. not burning a cd for andrea is lame. tech isnt really THAT lame, but its not that much fun yet. it doesnt get really fun until it eats my life. but tommy in general isnt lame. i almost wish i was acting (please dont kill me!).
where?
tomorrow is april fools day. hopefully, that will be interesting.
music: elton john, "goodbye yellow brick road" (the album)
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
for daria
damn you, cheesesteak... why you gotta play me like that?
music: ben folds five, battle of who could care less
Saturday, March 27, 2004
time to damn something else.
in the past i have damned many things... grey&rainy days... and other things too, i just cant find/remember any of them. but this time i'm serious.
damn you, this evening and how much you are going to be a bucket of suck.
i have to read grapes of wrath...
-which wouldnt be so bad if it weren't saturday night.
-which wouldnt be so bad but it's the last real night of my spring break which wasnt that awesome.
-which wouldnt be so bad if i didnt have the opportunity to be chilling at sean's but i cant cause i cant drive.
-which wouldnt be so bad if i wasnt out to spite my dad for harassing me nonstop about staying home to read this book
-which wouldnt be so bad if my spring break hadnt mostly consisted of college visits and i just want to have fun with friends
-which wouldnt be so bad if this book was more enthralling
-which wouldnt be so bad if it didnt just remind me of going back to school
im all unhappy now.
at least i had an awesome time last night with shannon and cynthia, and an awesome time during the day with alle.
so maybe my break didnt blow THAT much... but it could have been better.
i never burned that cd for andrea.
damn.
music: ben folds five... so good...
damn.
Friday, March 26, 2004
portrait
today i went to ohio wesleyan.
you know the last time i did this, (and by this i do not mean going to ohio wesleyan) i got in trouble and got all apologetic. but im not sorry now, and i wont be sorry for this one either. because i am a people watcher. that said:
i met a person. he was a boy. he shook my hand--he had very soft hands for being a sculptor (he was a sculptor). i just kept thinking about that the whole time i was with him. that he had soft hands for being a sculptor. his nails were painted black. and he spent an entire hour showing me around the art department for no real reason. just because me and my mom looked lost. i have his email and phone number in my pocket right now... just in case i have any questions or anything about the school (its not like i asked for his digits. dont be stupid-like). he had a soft voice, too. he was a soft person. i dont think i will ever email him... i dont really have a reason to. and i somehow feel it is best to just keep him as that vignette in my life, that hour. it just seems appropriate. his name was matthew.
people are art.
ps. im not in love with him or anything. i just met him and he was nice. that's it. dont be stupid-like.
music: the cure, wish
Thursday, March 25, 2004
sorry it's been a while
ive been writing, but nothing worth taking up internet space. i'll spare you. soon, i will have something meaningful, or at least entertaining. promise.
music: ben folds five, smoke
Monday, March 22, 2004
the world must hate me.
i cant sleep.
im short.
this computer setup is painful.
the computer is making a tapping sound like a really bad techno beat.
i have a nasty cough. im afraid its going to turn into that pseudo-asthma i had in 7th grade. that really sucked. i had to sleep sitting up for several months.
i almost won at minesweeper today, but then DIDNT.
i have to be up at 8 tomorrow.
WHY?!?! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME??!?!
really though, im not that upset. in cincinnati. drove all the way here today. yes, me, drove. cause i kick butt. chilled with family. played pool with my six-year-old cousin and whipped his annoying six-year-old butt (okay, so we didnt actually keep track. we just shot around. but i schooled him.) watched some monty python's flying circus and spellbound, which was vaguely entertaining. it reminded me that i really want to see waiting for guffman again. tomorrow im going out to breakfast with my aunt and mom, then a college visit to nothern kentucky university. (whee.)
oh spring break. you are so fine. but why am i not doing anything sweet?
oh well. im over it.
music: nothing.
Saturday, March 20, 2004
i need some baby powder.
and i dont have a crush on vinika's little brother... where did THAT get started?!?!
music: elton john and kiki dee- don't go breaking my heart
damn you, rain and grey. you make me feel empty and depressed. you, and the fact that i just went to the conservatory with sam and took lots of great pictures and it was awesome except im 83% certain that none of the pictures are going to turn out because something on my camera was wrong.
there is nothing sadder than a grey, rainy day.
omg fest last night was sweet though. i didnt end up being overly late, and that was rock. all the bands played really well, in general. i have to talk to my two favorite bands, the nothing new--way to end the unlucky streak. be proud of yourselves, because you guys were sweet. SWEET. best show ever, perhaps? and Lo-Fi? Dude. You guys rocked so hard. You KNOW everyone's obsessed with end of the day (is that what it's called?), plus star slight was amazing. i had fun moshing and rocking out. all other bands--also rocking. efc was fun fun times as usual, rsk tod was pretty sweet, the fraction of party patrol was sweet, and i didnt really see much of any of the other bands but you guys were good too. after lo-fi's set, nick roped me, shan and cynthia into playing roadies, and we ended up going to steak and shake with him and gabe. it was fun, we were there for a long time i guess... me and shannon ate all the sugar packets. after that nick took me and shan back to her house where i spent the night... we were gonna watch amelie but we both just crashed. i definitely slept in my clothes and so by morning i felt utterly disgusting. but i got cleaned up. then conservatory, like i said.
conservatory was indeed sweet, but i am sad about my film. oh well. its spring break, right?
it doesnt feel like spring break.
it just feels like rain.
soooo melancholy...
who wants to do something tonight?
music: anything that doesnt make me more sad
Friday, March 19, 2004
mixed feelings mania, baybee
--Que fais-tu la?
--Je bois.
--Pourquoi bois-tu?
--Pour oublier.
--Pour oublier quoi?
--Pour oublier que j'ai honte.
--Honte de quoi?
--Honte de boire!
Et le petit prince s'en fut, perplexe.
-greatly abridged from chapter 12 of Le Petit Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupery
just had to share that. dont speak french? i dont care. it was for my own benefit. and i can read it.
so im really excited about the show tonight. but i am going to be late. which i dont want to do. i want to be on time. but i can't because jeff has baseball til 6 and i probably have to have a decent family dinner because its his birthday. but... im sad on the inside.
back to you, happy external self!
so about how tommy is going to be freaking sweet. SWEET. i cant even remember half the amazing crap we are going to do. but i am co-head grip with sid, so that should be cool... except sid was supposedly head grip for last show and did NOTHING... that was annoying, but maybe this time will go smoother. another bad thing: all my grip minions are either annoying or new. im really hoping the ones who are new aren't annoying in addition... but im still excited for the show. it should be really neat. and you WILL come, and you WILL pee your pants.
i totally need to get a job this summer. like, for real. so im thinking i'll probably want to work at this new marble slab creamery going in at tuttle. i mean, yes, i will be utterly nauseated by the proliferation of dairy, but i imagine you get disgusted with anything after working with it for a while, so i might as well not ruin something i like. or maybe red lobster? daria commented in sean's lj saying her mum needs buspeople at red lobster, so im also considering that just a little bit. just a little, though. cause marble slab would be good because it's owned by the father of my friend nick (just met him, cutieface freshman--adorable!) with whom i go to church, and as thus, his father might give me a schedule that would accomodate for my mission trip. who knows, maybe daria's mom would too. but still.
music: ok, for the music thing im just going to trendwhore it and do that "list the first 50 things that come up in your randomized mp3 player no cheating" thing... and the trend has already passed by, too. oh well. here goes.
1. David Bowie: Fame
2. Rock and Roll Worship Circus: We Sing Glory
3. Local H: Bound for the Floor (Big Room)
4. Flaming Lips: Do You Realize? (Big Room)
5. Blue Oyster Cult: (Don't Fear) The Reaper
6. David Bowie: Starman
7. Miles Davis: 'Round Midnight
8. Fleetwood Mac: Don't Stop
9. David Bowie: Let's Spend the Night Together
10. The Benjamin Gate: Scream
11. Paul Westerburg: Nowhere Man
12. Delirious?: Heaven
13. Remember Maine: The Hunt Club
14. Moby: In This World (T & F vs Moltosugo Cluib Mix)
15. The Beatles: Within You, Without You
16. Jars of Clay: Sunny Days
17. Fused: Terror (Original Mix)
18. Peace Orchestra: Domination
19. Secret Stars: Secret Stars-Your Life to Live
20. Kill Hannah: All That He Wants (American Jet Set)
21. Toto: Africa
22. David Bowie: Fall Dog Bombs the Moon
23. Various Artists: Frankenstein
24. Tosca: Busenfreud
25. Elton John: Honky Cat
26. Original Cast of Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat: Potiphar
27. Kajagoogoo: Too Shy
28. Original Cast of Smokey Joe's Cafe: I'm a Woman
29. Mario Frangoulis: Vincero Perdero
30. The Cure: Push
31. Secret Stars: Secret Stars- Your Life to Live
32. Oscar Peterson: Night Train
33. David Bowie: Lady Grinning Soul
34. Elliot Smith: Between the Bars (Orchestral)
35. The Crystal Method: Blast
36. The Smiths: Golden Lights
37. David Bowie: Young Americans
38. David Bowie: Changes
39. Original Cast of Songs for a New World: On
40. The Clash: Train in Vain
41. Every Little Thing: Jump
42. Original Cast of "Smokey Joe's Cafe": Trouble
43. The Benjamin Gate: Lay it Down
44. The Clash: Rock the Casbah
45. Belle & Sebastian: Sleep the Clock Around
46. Original Cast of Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat: Song of the King (Seven Fat Cows)
47. Kill Hannah: Race the Dream
48. Meu: Rashiku Ikimasho
49. The Talking Heads: Psycho Killer
50. The Postal Service: This Place is a Prison
there's a perfectly logical explanation for some of those. the rest is just that my taste sucks. some of it even makes ME hate me. geeze.
Thursday, March 18, 2004
thursday, you tease.
it feels like friday. i mean, today had some of the coolness of a friday. like, standing lunch. its a thursday thing, but it's fun like a friday. yeah it was a successful standing lunch. classes were fine. fourth period excitement for the third time this quater... another fire drill. it was cold. at least it wasnt snowing. not like now... its so gross, the snow is chunky...
snow loogies. yuck.
had my tech interview, too. it was fun. it made me excited to be back in tech again. there seems to be some newcomers for this show... i wonder if they will actually do it. so many times people sign up and even interview and never come again. we'll just see, i guess. my application was such a piece of crap... i was too lazy to answer all the questions for real, so for "What assets will you bring to the crew" i just put "#2" (see post from 5 February). For the question "Do you have any special skills?" I put "I'm pretty good at being awesome." woohoo for not caring. oh and the cast list is up, too. good job everyone. joe, sam and jay, especially. way to get the parts you wanted, guys! rock!
another reason today was cool:
thank you jason kaplan. xo!
nearly spring break. the highlight of mine will probably be hitting captain betty's. still need to take alyssa, but i dont think it will work that day... i have to do a college visit. oh well
fin!
music: disintegration. andrea: xoxoxoxoxoxo!!!
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
give my heart back, you bastards.sitting here, feeling slightly moody. today was basically a waste of day, and that makes me kind of sad. plus my mind is full of things. perhaps i will create a meaningful post! but probably not.
so marc's birthday is tomorrow. and i want to give him something really cool. but of course, he says he doesnt want anything. and its 10 at night, so shopping isnt an option. i want to make him something awesome, but im drawing a blank. i would photoshop for him, but i suck at it, i have a crappy printer and i suck at it. i will probably just pull out my scissors and knife and try to pull something together. i will be sad if i dont come up with a cool thing for him...
i need to burn a cd for andrea. but my brain clearly isnt working. i want to make her an awesome cd but i just dont know what to put on it.
i tend to psych myself out.
of course here it comes down to what's actually bothering me. and it's boys. of course it's boys, it's always boys. and i cant really say that much about it... i can never say that much about what's actually going on in my brain. im frustrated and sad. thats all i can say. i just... cant. boys. boys boys boys. boys. agh.
music: sting, "ten summoners tales"
Monday, March 15, 2004
you made a bad connection
hello again, everyone. sorry its been a while.
so today has been not so bad. pretty cool, especially considering that at lunch time i couldnt come up with a good reason to be alive today. but its good i didnt just drop off the planet cause i had a cool afternoon. i went running, then i did some stuff i've been meaning to do... swept my floor, started sewing patches into the star-shaped holes in the butt pockets of my one pair of jeans... been ripping cds all afternoon in preparation for making andrea an awesome mix cd. and ive been talking to fun people, too. i am fond of my friends today. hello friends! i love you! i also pulled together my missions trip application. yeah, possibly going to mexico over the summer. its almost definite i think, but im not sure.
update on whats been happening: saturday was cool. first: went to art exhibition at dublin arts council to see my piece, that was neat. then went to shan's to see her hair and hang out and aqil came over for a little then we eventually went to brian's birthday party and chalked like mad all over bailey. then talent show... it was long. but im sure you've heard that from everyone.
sunday: sundays suck. the best part was talking on the phone with andrea while mathing... it made math much less sucky, and that was good. i cant wait... she is going to give me a copy of disintegration. whee!
today: poetry slam went okay. it wasnt sweet, but we probably passed. i stabbed andrea in the tummy with a straight pin, it took me forever to get my match lit... w00t. i dont care. my negatives are dry, but overexposed because i didnt bracket at all. i did nothing in computer graphics, and then felt guilty about it. me and J-K Jason Kaplan are still trying to figure out why that one kid is such a tool.
late start days coming. rock.
walking date with marc wednesday. rock.
basement show (OMG FEST 2004) at arvind's friday. rock.
life is pretty sweet.
music: the cure
Sunday, March 14, 2004
dont feel like it
today(yesterday) i did some stuff
happy birthday brian
watched lost in translation last night. tender and sad. loved it.
music: the cure, "wish"
ps. im tired. sorry.
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
owwww
i have a headache.
but otherwise, today was pretty sweet. got lots of love for the haircut, which was excellent. i woke up a half hour early this morning (actually it was just on time, normally i sleep in that half hour) to be sure i had time to do something with it if it looked awful, but it looked okay so i just threw some mousse in it. and a headband.
school was also decent because only some of my classes sucked. in history i had to take a test, but i did really well. french sucked, as usual. in class essay in english, that REALLY sucked, but after that it got better: photo was cool enough. graphics was great, i started printing my linoleum prints... im enamored. i loooove my design and it all just looks so neat. computer graphics was cool, too. i decided to sit next to jason cause the annoying kid who usually sits there wasnt there, and i finally came up with some lettering to put at the top of my poster. of course, the kid who sat on the other side of me (not jason, i heart him) was annoying like whoa. he's like, look, i hid the word penis in my project! and im like, wow. you are SO FUNNY. SO FUNNY. but yeah. anyway, i also got a chance to get my girlscout cookies from rob, and that made me happy. i left them in my locker. for secret eating. my little brother is CONVINCED beyond all doubt that they would have "gone bad by now." After four hours. In my locker. I cant seem to explain to him its no worse than our pantry, and cookies dont really "go bad." They get stale at worst.
At least he finished up cleaning up the kitchen for me...
I tell you though. I tell you.
ooh remember that math team t shirt i really wanted? i totally ordered one yesterday! yay!!
after school i went to shan's. we walked to krogers, which took FOREVER, and i bought peeps and she bought a mountain dew. they were purple bunny peeps. yum.
why wont my headache go away?
and why am i such a trend-chasing hipster slut?
music: i need new itunes but im almost out of money. rawr. any suggestions on what album i should buy with the last of my itunes cash? please?
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
AAAAAAH
i got my hair cut! its sooo short and i really like it i think.
id post a picture but that would ruin the surprise for tomorrow. you'll just have to wait.
eeeee!
music: britney spears-toxic
so im in computer graphics class, and we have a sub, and i dont feel like working. ive been working all day and i've simply had enough. plus, i need to save my energies for my math quiz next period... i really need to do well. REALLY.
another reason im not working: im stuck. im trying to make a really sweet concert poster a la san francisco in the sixties, but im having trouble with my lettering. i think i may have to do it on paper then scan it in and trace it, and i just dont feel like doing it right now. i hardly do anything useful in here... i did get a piece into the governor's show though, which is sweet.
haircut today. i have NO idea what to do... hopefully mark can help. he's awesome, im sure he'll do something cool. i am a little nervous though. oh well.
oh... math team today, too. i am very sad i didnt manage to purchase a "getting triggy with it" tee shirt. i would have worn it like, constantly. im so sad.
i need to chase down rob and get my girl scout cookies from him.
and i need to get a job or start robbing people because i am very poor.
c'est tout.
music: the mars volta
Monday, March 08, 2004
these pants are way too tight
i wanna talk about clothes.
these pants are too tight. i only wear them around the house or occasionally to scene shop.
my general rule about jeans is that they have to be comfortable enough to sleep in. i often do. my favorite jeans are my light blue guess ones. i got them in atlanta with kelly. that was fun.
i buy clothes cheap. cheap as i can. i love discount stores like nothing in the world. whenever i buy stuff at full price or at a normal store it feels like cheating, like i didnt work hard enough to find it. plus i like to have stuff that's one of a kind. i dont know why... just... do.
i have to go sleep.
just let it be known: i wore a pajama shirt to school today. and it was good.
and i love shoes.
shutting up.
music: boys dont cry, the cure
internet for breakfast.
its official: i just live from weekend to weekend.
at least there's orakill today.
i had a dream last night that somebody ripped all my stuff apart at school and they ruined my film. i was so sad. but it was just a dream. whew.
music: none. music is the DEBBIL! we must kill the DEBBIL! actually im just lazy.
Saturday, March 06, 2004
pool: america's favorite innuendo-filled pastime
so tonight was sweet. adam came to pick me up, and he was early so i didnt have time to get a nap but that's alright. and brian was with him because they were practicing at mike's. so we took brian to his car, and then we both went to his house and we unloaded brian's stuff... and brian had a tricky time, because he was on top. anyway, then we went to adam's so i could pick out clothes for him. and he totally gave me the jewish shirt!!!! wait a second... i dont know where it is. it might still be in his car, lol. or at shannon's. CRAP! oh well. i'll find it.
we (me and adam) went to shannon's and i spent forever digging through shannons clothes and putting them on my models. i finally came up with a good outfit... a black skirt and some shirt with "bellevue barbell club" or something on it. it looked cute on shannon... and adam. the shoot was great, they were both very good. its amazing how vulnerable people will be for a camera. i was like amazed the whole time... i was like "you guys are so beautiful!" They had good moody eyes, both of them. The tough part will be picking which ones to print.
so while i am dressing the kids, and adam is wearing the skirt and one of shannon's sweaters, arvind calls and says that he wants adam (and shan) to go to midgard with him and mike and see somebody's band play, i dont remember. so they say they are going to come over. adam is nervous and doesnt want them to see him during the shoot, in girl clothes, but it turns out he didnt need to worry because they were over in bexley and took forever to get back. so they came over when we were all done and watching modest mouse on carson daly. we hung around in shan's room for a while then decided to go out for pizza. we hit bellacino's. then borders real quick... mostly just magazines. me and shannon cooed over who was pretty and the boys said we were weird. so then borders closed.
we went back to arvind's and played pool and everyone made dirty jokes, sometimes without trying. i swear, i wasnt trying. when pool got old we watched some comedy central, then we went home.
it was such a good night that i dont care that i got a 68 on my test and i had an annoying doctor's appointment.
tomorrow shouldnt be too bad... maybe hit up the japanese speech contest to cheer on chelsea gaeta, go driving, see shan's hair (unlikely), then im going to a concert with alle. its just for the company-- im not excited about the band, ive never really heard them and they dont sound like my style (=DEFINITELY NOT) but Jerron and Seth bailed on her and i am a good friend. then sunday i will be exhausted and do lots of homework and clean bathrooms, then it will be monday again and i will be sad.
i was so sore today from running.
and apparently i have some kind of liberation from some of my self-censorship on here. we'll see if that lasts.
dessine moi un mouton.
and have a great weekend.
music: "either/or", elliot smith
Thursday, March 04, 2004
im really kind of bothered thinking about my english writings. i guess this sort of thing happens to you. or to me, rather. i wish i had them, id post them. or at least excerpt. the first one was lots of "i wont miss anyone. i will only miss my black teeshirt." and the second one was lots of... i cant do it. i cant talk about this. because i cant be mean and i cant be less ambiguous. damn it.
go away.
music: belle and sebastian
you all know the story. but gia reynolds made it fully by saying the above.
what an interesting day. i wasnt scared that much. i was really nervous, but not like, freaked out. i remember just kind of freezing. nervous laughter, going into the darkroom. it felt safe in there. it was quiet. i whispered with daria, she said that she felt safe because goths dont usually go after other goths, plus she hasnt pissed anyone off lately. i love daria. she showed me funny drawings of mr. boussedra.
i ran today. for the first time since before xmas. i wont say it felt good, but it didnt feel THAT bad. i basically havent moved in about four months so i was a little sore and very slow. but i'll tell you what, the mars volta is THE BEST running music ever. modest mouse is less good. it made me feel sluggish. but seriously, i was running and my mp3 player was on random and inertiatic esp came on and i swear i just automatically had a huge burst of speed. it was AMAZING.
thursdee is standing lunch. OMG I JUST REMEMBERED WE DIDNT STAND!!! OH NO! but yeah... i was about to say that thursday is also almost the weekend. it should be a decent one. taking undie shots of shan and adam tomorrow night.... it should be a really cool project. miss m gave me a good idea to set it up as an interactive thing where the viewer creates the sequence... traditionally dressed to cross dressed or the other way around. its gonna be SO duane michals.
then saturday i may hit up the japanese speech contest to watch gaeta cause she's cool. im gonna go driving saturday, too. and sadly i wont be going to the bex for the basement show. parents vetoed it, which was super unsurprising. oh well. i hope they'll let me go to at least one show this month... i am like, the worst groupie ever. sorry boys!
oh! yesterday. went for a walk with marc. it was pretty cool... we went to the park and played and i got a splinter, and then his dog went crazy... its funny in retrospect but at the time it sucked. the dog thing, not the splinter. i dont care about the splinter. then we were walking back and we saw arjun and his friend mike, so we hung out at arjuns and the boys played tag team halo while i played mousetrap with whoever wasnt playing halo. i won. actually... nobody won. but i should have won because i put in the most effort. it was fun, but arjun and mike kept harassing me and marc. i didnt mind that much, but they were stupid. stupid boys. always thinking that just because we are walking buddies that we have mad makeouts. we dont.
c'est tout.
music: mimu mix volume 1, the rojo cut
ps. i forgot-- today in english we did faulker writing. it kind of sucked because i had to think about stuff i didnt really want to. it left me feeling very weird. it kind of makes me wonder what i WOULD think if i was about to die. hm.
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
the only thing worth doing is walking
so i went on another walk today. i went to the park and read some petit prince and catch-22, then i got cold. so i walked up to kroger and just looked at things.
i love grocery stores.
plus the grocery store has free cookies. today it was chocolate pizzelles. mmm.
so i grab my pizzelle and leave and walk down the strip a little more. then i turn the corner and take the shortcut to get to the back parking lot. i walked down the concrete block median thingies like balance beams. then i meandered home.
having some free time i decided to watch this movie that my daddy got me from the library about andy warhol.
it was amazing.
me and andy have a lot in common. we are both shallow like petri dishes. we keep crap in boxes and collect junk. we love pretty people. we looooove pop culture... but sort of objectively.
i should watch more reality tv.
andy, you are amazing.
i bet andy would go to the grocery store with me. except i would bore him because i am not pretty enough.
i want a brillo box. so bad. so bad.
i would even settle for a soup can.
music: time and cracked actor, david bowie
Monday, March 01, 2004
kroger brand gummy bears suck.
so all day i just kept thinking that after school i wanted to walk over to krogers. so i finally did. at around 4. because it was raining and wet, i put on some capri pants and flip flops. then i went.
it was cold. but i got to the store and it was warm and i LOVE grocery stores. i dont know why. i just love them. they make me feel comfortable. plus they are full of food. so im passing the rice, beans, and pasta sauce aisle. and who should come around the corner? yeah.
words cant describe how weird it felt. but i cant say i didnt consider the possibility on my way to the store. "wouldnt it be funny?"
it wasnt that funny. well, not haha funny. it was like, "this is totally bizarre" funny. we didnt really talk about anything. i kept insisting i didnt try to meet him there on purpose. we talked about vanilla coke. then we hit an aisle and he turned and i went straight. i just kind of waved, he said bye.
i went and got my evian water and gummy bears.
i walked out into the cold again.
i have been this confused before, but not often.
music: rock n roll suicide, david bowie
so yesterday was leap day. i leapt.
and when i woke up this morning, i landed. hard.
what the hell did i just do.
i dont even know what else to say.
music: belle and sebastian.
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