the boring leading the bored
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
enough.
Dj Atari I: stop having bad days.
Dj Atari I: that's what you should give up for lent.
Dj Atari I: bad evenings.
he's right.
thank you, marc, for wishing me well and always being patient.
too many bad evenings these days, this among them. my feet are numb, which means i cant feel them hurting from work tonight. they are too cold.
i work too much. and you will say, 'hey, more money.'
I HATE MONEY.
it just makes me worry. next week i'm going to go out and blow it all on fancy underwear. no, really. sunny and i are going to go shopping. like girls. because we just can't take it anymore.
thank you, sunny, for listening to me.
school is terrible. i don't want to talk about it.
thank you, mukul, for always asking and never telling. i know it's because you're looking out for me.
i wish i weren't so paranoid. it makes it hard. it's hard enough, really. i just worry, and it just escalates til i can't stand it. and what's worse is i can't dismiss my delusions, because i go, wait, what if i'm right? what a cycle.
thank you, john, for confiding in me.
and there is something important:
one should never think she acts independently. people around her are affected by her actions.
this is something i never considered seriously before tonight. before i found myself affected. i should be more careful about this myself.
beware! and
beware! and
beware!
be aware.
music: morrissey- he knows i'd love to see him.
(morrissey is the voice of my teen angst. no, really. you can all keep your conor oberst.)
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