the boring leading the bored

Sunday, April 06, 2003
do i have to tell the story
of a thousand rainy days since we first met?

lets go chronologically:

yesterday: sam came over to play. it was a swell playdate. we made freedom toast. and ate it. and it was delicious. then we started assembling my uber-cool funky new dresser. its finally done as of this afternoon... tough job. but its way cool so its worth it. ANYWAY, i gave sam the teengirlsquad sticker i promised her, and the "island" she wanted from the bahamas. and i made her take Cruel Shoes and read it. [Note to all: READ CRUEL SHOES BY STEVE MARTIN). I hope i get it back someday... it isnt even mine. and its sooo good. the name of this blog is even from cruel shoes. then sam went home. and me and alle went to the chris rice show. it was surprisingly a lot of fun. the guy is really talented, and he knows what hes talking about. I think God was really saying stuff to me through him. it was neato. after we got ice cream at this really cool place where they like, chop it up on a marble slab for you. it was amazing. i eventually slept.

today: excitement in the a.m. we have a new youth director!!! im intensely excited cause its MO! hes so cool and we are already sorta tight... plus he lives right down the street!!! its so exciting for them... it seems to me that it would be a really different lifestyle. ashley freaked out on us... she said she was mad for people judging her... i didnt notice any blaring judgements so im still confused but then i think: i didnt say hi to her when she came in. could i have done something? it makes me worry a little. i guess im sorta glad it happened though. i just have to take it as a lesson and let it make me think.

thinking is an odd thing. its a little scary sometimes. but i guess its one of those things you are supposed to do. so i do it.

time is also odd. i guess in a lot of ways its being revealed to me that its 1. irreversible and 2. not guaranteed to me at all. i mean, honestly, i dont know when im going to die or when Jesus is coming back. i just dont know. and i assume its so far away... and i could be totally wrong. i mean, ive heard many a time that, you know, time is precious, tomorrow isnt guaranteed, etc. but i guess i never much thought about it til now.

c'est tout

snack of choice: bubblegum
music: jars- much afraid


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