the boring leading the bored

Wednesday, April 23, 2003
hm. im sorta boring. and here i am, leading the bored.

film festival tonight! im really excited, even though my boy sam didnt put me in his movie this year... sniff. oh well, hes still a total doll.

other sam is a doll too... and shes gonna take pikshurs of me! for her photography project! im way pumped.

wore red lipstick to school today. its interesting that such a small thing got a tremendous reaction.

reading To Kill A Mockingbird for english. its a pretty good book. i can actually get into it because it reads like a normal novel, unlike everything else we've read this year. its comfortable.

so im gonna be sixteen in a week and a half. its the weirdest feeling. being sixteen is something you wait for, not something that actually happens. and those who know me know this is a little bit of a big deal to me... because of... stuff... and its a little overwhelming. and just weird. needless to say i wont be getting my liscense as soon as i turn sixteen.

the easter bunny brought me Abbey Road in my easter basket! yay! man the suite is so amazing.... i wish i woulda wrote it. or that i could write music at all.

how does my mom sneak up behind me every five minutes without me EVER noticing? ill just eventually feel this presence and ill turn around and there she'll be... as she has been for the last five minutes... its creepy.

anyway... i think im done.

music: the police, gosh darn it. i never realized how much i totally loved this band til my mom bought their greatest hits cd the other day. forget that they are crappy 80s pop, i think they are amazing and their songs are poetic bordering on profound, the way the lyrics combine with the dreamy synthy music... here's the lyrics to one of my favorite songs...

Just a castaway
An island lost at sea
Another lonely day
With no one here but me
More loneliness
Than any man could bear
Rescue me before I fall into despair

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle

A year has passed since I wrote my note
But I should have known this right from the start
Only hope can keep me together
Love can mend your life
But love can break your heart

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle

Walked out this morning
Don't believe what I saw
A hundred billion bottles
Washed up on the shore
Seems I'm not alone at being alone
A hundred billion casatways
Looking for a home

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle

Sending out an SOS

i like that song. it reminds me of something Ben once said. or maybe twice.


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